not my usual 22nd april

ASSALAMUALAIKUM & SALAM 1 MALAYSIA

syukur alhamdulillah kepada Allah SWT Yang Maha Esa dan Maha Pemurah
for giving me this opportunity to live as far as today,

to live on and fulfill segala kewajipan sebagai seorang hamba-Nya

yang masih bergantung kepada-Nya

yang sentiasa memerlukan-Nya

yang sentiasa terkapai-kapai memohon pertolongan-Nya

*sorry if ada bahasa pasar,my english has gone quite rusty*

unfortunately, even among the greatest days in my life there exists the downfall,

at a point where i feel that its like the worst occurrence that ever happened to me

but hey,the downfall should happen so that i can improvise myself

to be the kind of person that anyone could accept

22nd april

it was my birthday

i was hoping for lots of birthday wishes and gifts,

especially surprises and pranks! (:

where you awesome nice friends would pull a prank to you,

just to tell you that it's your birthday!

but things just didn't go as what i had hoping for

where's my birthday prank??

oh...we were all quite busy with our individual autocad project

*designing 2D and 3D objects*

i took me like 2 full days...48hours just to get my project done (:

my project was redesigning my personal favourite the Colt M1191

*its a beauty!*

oh well, even with no birthday pranks i would still be thankful (:

but the birthday wishes would much much better!

most of my birthday wishes are through facebook

*almost had like 120 notifications*

what happen the good old fashioned direct birthday wishes? calls?

rarely got text messages...

welcome to the 21st century peeps,

everything can be done at a click of a button

ONLY ONE PERSON CALLED AND WISHED ME A HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

it was from a good old buddy back at Kota Damansara,

Danial Asyraf was his name yo!

because in our dictionary,WE DO IT THE OLD-FASHIONED WAY!

*thanks man! love yah! can't wait for your birthday*

with lots of birthday wishes,i had to reply one by one,

just saying my thanks of course (:

as i progress,i would surely like chit chat a bit with certain of people :p

since we rarely chat

bla bla bla...reply reply reply...

at one point, i made...a lot of controversions actually...

YES,I MADE SUCH A HUGE MISTAKE!

*it's damn right!*

alright,its going to be really really long!

get ready kids! tighten your buckles,its going to be a bumpy ride!

okay, i hurt a lots of peoples feeling on this particular day,

my birthday of course...

there was a lot of misunderstandings,controvertions, bladida bladida and so on

now i think in this entry,

i hope i can set things right.

i had made THE WRONG KIND OF APPROACH IN THE PREVIOUS ENTRY WHERE I HAVE DELETED

*i hope it was the right move*

SORRY FOR NOT HAVING THE GUTS TO CALL AND SAY THE WHOLE THING TOP TILL BOTTOM TO GET THINGS RIGHT!

even with the celcom free birthday call to the selected 8pax number for 7days and maxis free birthday call to all maxis on my birthday,

i still didn't take the action of calling all of them.

its too time consuming to the get the right understanding

focus focus!

oh-kay, to be honest, here in UTM,

my foundation batch or as known as the Forecast 15

spread a bit of a joke or a false rumor,

regarding of me and a friend of mine

THERE IS NOTHING ABOUT US!

we're just close friends,don't mean you have to get too personal about it >:o

now lets call her PEANUT

*i am a peanut...hard at the outside,tasty and crunchy in the inside XD*

moving on, i have ONE very very special friend,

*who? it'll be quite obvious*

where we actually DID have a special relationship a year back (:

today,we're still are good friends,

we're business partners too!

*yay! likes this!*

lets refer her as MUFFINS

*hey,where's my muffins!?*

*i love muffins! nyum nyum nyum!*

that person is a very caring person,

a guy should be very grateful to have a friend with a loyalty that beat the rest!

frankly i rarely be thankful about it =_="

which makes me such a pathetic friend

up until now, we usually have quite a lot of fights...

mostly regarding of jealously...not me...but her :p
*she's a girl,she has FEELINGS*

yes,since the awfully bad,false and wrong rumors of me in my foundation batch,

some of my OTHER OTHER FRIENDS (where some of them are quite close to MUFFINS),

thought the rumors were real about me and PEANUT,

so they roger roger up MUFFINS

and there you go!

LOTSA LOTSA OF MISUNDERSTANDING IS CAME FOR A VISIT!

MUFFINS started to get jealous on what she heard,

PEANUT knows nothing and of course,

because its a joke in her head (:

now,what actually boiled the egg of this WHOLE GREAT BIG ISSUE,

was the other other friends >:(

they started to babble lots of nonsense..

bla bla black sheep and all...

there it came to a point where some of them felt guilty,

because it hurts MUFFINS quite A LOT

and a bit to PEANUT...i think?

with a lot on controversions and misunderstandings with a lot of people and family

*my grandchild is involved too you know? :p*

i post an entry in my blog...

which I HAVE DELETED IT earlier...

it was not a nice entry by the way

*hoping that this entry will set things right*

so,it turns out it was my fault in the end actually

and a bit from MUFFINS since i couldn't reach her by using my FREE CALLS

*she went somewhere without her phone...superb!*

I PREJUDGED MUFFINS

MUFFINS PREJUDGED ME

PEANUT IS NEUTRAL

THE OTHER OTHER FRIENDS KEPT QUIET!

and what happened next?

MUFFINS hopes the best out of me,

she of course still have faith in me,

where i wouldn't want to give my full responsibility since i am ANTI-COUPLE

and loves flirting with other girls...

*I AM A GUY.PLEASE UNDERSTAND!*

yes MUFFINS, you are trully a girl, i can see that

but most of all, i NEED MY SPACE

about your feelings~

PLEASE REDUCE YOUR JEALOUSY EVEN IF YOU ARE A WOMAN!

yes yes yes,i might pay attention to yours more~

IF ONLY YOU PAY ATTENTION TO ME LESS IN MY RELATIONSHIPS (:

you have my respect MUFFINS!

you are trully too powerful,demanding,agressive!

*i am one-minded,hebat,awesome*

that is why I NEED FREEDOM!

therefore,i am sorry for the cause of all of this whatsoever nonsense!

SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY
I AM COMFORTABLE WITH THIS APPROACH BECAUSE IM USED TO IT :p

*forgive meeeee!!*

*i didnt cheat!*

especially to those who are involve and partially involve in this controversion

especially ME, MUFFINS and a bit of PEANUT

and the OTHER OTHER FRIENDS (:

its not your fault the OTHER OTHER FRIENDS because you of all people just didn't know the actual whole story right?

now its all settled,right now i feel in such a great ease (:

HEBAT!